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NEW YEARS DAY

HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR PEOPLE! IT MIGHT BE YOUR LAST ONE SO MAKE IT A GOOD ONE!


U2 New Year's Day

I'll Eat You Alive

You asked how I'm feeling?

Annihilator - King Of The Kill

Tain't What You Do

Tain't What You Do (It's The Way That Cha Do It) Ella Fitzgerald

Lyrics

When I was a kid about half past three My ma said "Daughter, come here to me" Said things may come, and things may go But this is one thing you ought to know... Oh 't ain't what you do it's the way that you do it 'T ain't what you do it's the way that you do it 'T ain't what you do it's the way that you do it That's what gets results 'T ain't what you do it's the time that you do it 'T ain't what you do it's the time that you do it 'T ain't what you do it's the time that you do it That's what gets results You can try hard Don't mean a thing Take it easy, greasy Then your jive will swing Oh 't ain't what you do it's the place that you do it 'T ain't what you do it's the time that you do it 'T ain't what you do it's the way that you do it That's what gets results You've learned your ABC's You've learned your DFG's But this is something you don't learn in school So get your hip boots on And then you'll carry on But remember if you're tryin' too hard It don't mean a thing Take it easy (band members: 'T ain't what you bring it's the way that you bring it 'T ain't what you swing it's the way that you swing it 'T ain't what you sing) - it's the way that you sing it (That's what gets results) (band members sing while Ella adlibs: 'T ain't what you do it's the way that you do it 'T ain't what you do it's the way that you do it 'T ain't what you do it's the way that you do it

Steal this post...

My friend of misery - Metallica

 

Even though I'm sick of misery, it seems to be the only certain factor in life. I'm also sick of Mondays and birthdays, but they keep coming back too. Since "Miserable Birthday Monday" seemed a bit shitty for a title, I thought if someone could actually steal this post, maybe Littlewind would seem a little less "miserable"... 

Oh well, fuck that! Enjoy the music...

CLUCK CLUCK CLUCK

I am a chicken... "cluck cluck cluck"

AC/DC - If you dare

Christine Sixteen

Found some really sweet old poems written for me. They got me smiling, even though despair was spread all over them they are still pretty and full of pictures. For old times sake, I'll dedicate a song to the poet right here... better late than never!

KISS - Christine Sixteen

xxx

Have I mentioned...

I "don't get" the ladies?
They tend to touch too much and mean to be "friendly"... ok, let's be "friendly".
Come on honey, we can meditate, let's call it "fate"!

The Sisters Of Mercy - You could be the one

All God's children give good phone
I called Jesus, he's not home so
I'm so pleased to talk to you
Trees and walks, I love them too
Threatened species, they adore me
Flower children never bore me

But all the things you share are
Better left unsaid
When you can give me head
And run your fingers through my hair

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, You could be the one
We can meditate
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you could be the one
Let's call it fate
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you could be the one
To get your flowers pressed
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you could be the one
Just get undressed

I'm so glad to find you here
Mystic people, they're so dear
I don't like the rest, your sign's the best
Whatever it is I'm most impressed
I don't need to understand
The laying on of hands
I'm in a hurry to get my karma straight
'Cause life is short and I can't wait
But don't worry about the state
Of this pretty little thing in the armour plate

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, You could be the one
We can meditate
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you could be the one
Let's call it fate
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you could be the one
To get your flowers pressed
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you could be the one
Just get undressed

I'm so pleased that you believe
Now open up a little let the good times heave
We're going for a ride
Destiny can't be denied
But all those precious things are better left unsaid
When you can give me head
And run your fingers though my hair

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, You could be the one
We can meditate
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you could be the one
Let's call it fate
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you could be the one
To get your flowers pressed
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you could be the one
Just get undressed

Love
Is all you need.

Some things don't really age

The Sisters of Mercy - Black Planet

(In the western sky)
(My kingdom come)

So still so dark all over Europe
And I ride down the highway 101
By the side of the ocean headed for sunset
For the kingdom come
for the

CHORUS
Black
Black planet
Black
Black world
[repeat]

Run around in the radiation
Run around in the acid rain
On a
Black
Black planet
Black planet hanging over the highway
Out of my mind's eye
Out of the memory
Black world out of my mind

Still so dark all over Europe
And the rainbow rises here
In the western sky
The kill to show for
At the end of the great white pier
I see a

CHORUS

Run around in the radiation
Tune in turn on burn out in the acid rain on a..

CHORUS [repeat to fade]

Old News

Είσαι 11, έχεις ανακαλύψει ότι μπορείς να μεταφέρεις τις σκέψεις στο χαρτί και κρατάς ημερολόγιο. Είσαι λιγότερο χαριτωμένη και περισσότερο θλιμμένη από όταν ήσουν 8. Κάθε εβδομάδα λαμβάνεις ένα πεντοχίλιαρο για χαρτζιλίκι και τροφή. Το εξαργυρώνεις στο φούρνο, στο μίνι μάρκετ και σε καμιά πίτσα. Περνάς πολλές ώρες μόνη διαβάζοντας μυθιστορήματα και ακούγοντας μουσική, γι' αυτό σου έκαναν δώρο ένα κασετόφωνο - πικάπ. Στο σπίτι υπάρχει μεγάλη συλλογή με βινύλια που σκονίζονται στη βιβλιοθήκη και τα ξεσκονίζει η Πολωνέζα καθαρίστρια κάθε Τρίτη. Αυτή τη βλέπεις συχνότερα από τους υπόλοιπους ενοίκους του σπιτιού. Ένα βράδυ που είσαι μόνη, ψαχουλεύεις τα βινύλια και ανακαλύπτεις ένα που πιστεύεις ότι θα σου αρέσει, κάπου είχες διαβάσει και τους στίχους ενός τραγουδιού... πας στο πικάπ, βάζεις την πλευρά που γράφει στο εξώφυλλο ότι έχει το τραγούδι που θέλεις να ακούσεις και παίζεις με τη βελόνα ώσπου να πετύχεις την αρχή του. Μετά από λίγο αρχίζεις να χορεύεις, μόνη, στο ροζ σου δωμάτιο, ενώ το πικάπ παίζει Beatles...

Doubt

Self destruction level 3

masochism: 35%

despair: 5%

defense: -20%

"The old songs and the tears."

KOULOURI

Την περασμένη εβδομάδα, επιστρέφοντας από κάτι δουλειές, σταμάτησα σε ένα συνοικιακό σούπερ μάρκετ. Βγαίνοντας από εκεί με 2 σακούλες απαραίτητα, καθημερινά τρόφιμα, όπως ψωμί, γάλα κ.λπ. παρατήρησα για πρώτη φορά κόσμο να κοιτάζει, πρώτα τις σακούλες και μετά εμένα, με ύφος άγριο και παράξενο. Νόμιζα πως ήταν ιδέα μου, ώσπου με πλησίασε ένας νεαρός άντρας και μου είπε ειρωνικά
- Είναι βαριά τα ψώνια κοπελιά;
- ... (δεν απάντησα)
- Άντε, καλοφάγωτα! Καλοφάγωτα!
- ... (τι σκατά θέλει αυτός τώρα;)

Τον προσπέρασα κι επέστρεψα σπίτι μου συλλογιζόμενη τι είχε συμβεί στα προηγούμενα 500 μέτρα, από το σούπερ μάρκετ ως το σπίτι. Είναι φανερό, ο κόσμος πεινάει. Ήδη σε στραβοκοιτάζουν αν συγκαταλέγεσαι στους λίγους που έχουν ακόμα δυνατότητα να αγοράζουν 2 σακούλες τρόφιμα. Όπου να 'ναι, δεν θα τολμάει άνθρωπος να κυκλοφορήσει με κουλούρι στο χέρι!

Χτες ένας αλλοδαπός έκλεψε ένα κουτί μπισκότα από το μεγάλο σούπερ μάρκετ της περιοχής. Παλιότερα μπορεί να του την έλεγα. Τώρα όμως τι να του πω; Βλέπω τη γυναίκα του και τα παιδιά του να ψάχνουν κάθε μέρα το σκουπιδοτενεκέ έξω απ' το σπίτι μου για τροφή. Να του πω "Γιατί το πήρες χωρίς να το πληρώσεις;" λες και δεν ξέρω. Λες και ζει στη χώρα που δεν κλέβει κανείς. Ήδη αυτοί που ηγούνται στην πολιτική, στη θρησκεία και στα "κοινωνικά" ιδρύματα έχουν κλέψει τόσα πολλά που δεν έμειναν άλλα να κλέψουν και παίρνουμε δάνεια για να μπορούν να συνεχίσουν το "λαμπρό έργο" των κλοπών τους.
Το μόνο κακό είναι ότι τα λεφτά δεν τρώγονται, σε αντίθεση με την ανθρώπινη σάρκα. Όταν λοιπόν γίνουμε όλοι ζόμπι από τους ψεκασμούς, την προπαγάνδα και την πείνα κι αρχίσουμε να τρωγόμαστε κυριολεκτικά μεταξύ μας, δεν θα γλιτώσουν ούτε εκείνοι, ούτε τα παιδιά τους, ούτε κανείς.

Two -short- true stories:

Ένας Λευκορώσος είπε: Έλληνας είσαι; Έχεις τη συμπαράστασή μου. Τα ίδια μας έκαναν κι εμάς μέχρι που βγήκαμε στους δρόμους κι αρχίσαμε να τους πυροβολούμε. Εσείς ακόμα; Άντε, τι περιμένετε;

Ένας Καναδός είπε: Έρχομαι στη χώρα σας και θα αφήσω όσα λεφτά μπορώ για να σας βοηθήσω. Το ίδιο θα κάνουν και πολλοί φίλοι μου. Σας λυπόμαστε.

Τώρα που ευθυμήσατε με το κατατονικό post μου, φάτε για παρηγοριά ένα Koulouri από Les Chakachas: 

Cherries

Daddy's little girl by Michael Buble - Lolita movie trailer.

I was looking for trouble and I found you.

Enter Sandman - Metallica

 Say your prayers little one
Don't forget my son
To include everyone
I tuck you in
Warm within
Keep you free from sin
'Til the sandman he comes

Sleep with one eye open
Gripping your pillow tight

Exit light
Enter night
Take my hand
We're off to never never-land

Something's wrong, shut the light
Heavy thoughts tonight
And they aren't of snow white
Dreams of war
Dreams of lies
Dreams of dragons fire
And of things that will bite, yeah

Sleep with one eye open
Grippin' your pillow tight
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/m/metallica/enter+sandman_20092087.html ]
Exit light
Enter night
Take my hand
We're off to never never-land

(Whisper)
Now I lay me down to sleep (x2)
Pray the lord my soul to keep (x2)
And if I die before I wake (x2)
Pray the lord my soul to take (x2)

Hush little baby don't say a word
And never mind that noise you heard
It's just the beast under your bed
In your closet in your head

Exit light
Enter night
Grain of sand

Exit light
Enter night
Take my hand
We're off to never never-land

We're off to never never-land

Take my hand
We're off to never never-land
Take my hand
We're off to never never-land

We're off to never never-land

BLOOD BUZZ - THE NATIONAL

CREEP - RADIOHEAD

Not Rid.-

I'm living with it. 

My Dying Bride - My Body, A Funeral

Roads - My dying bride

This summer is killing me...

 

...how can it feel this wrong? 

My Friends...

Δεν θέλω να μοιραστώ τις λέξεις μου. Αλλά, θα μοιραστώ μαζί σας ένα τραγούδι.

 

My friends are so depressed

I feel the question
Of your loneliness
Confide... 'cause I'll be on your side
You know I will, you know I will

X Girlfriend called me up
Alone and desperate
On the prison phone
They want... to give her 7 years
For being sad

Chorus :
I love all of you
Hurt by the cold
So hard and lonely too
When you don't know yourself

My friends are so distressed
And standing on
The brink of emptiness
No words... I know of to express
This emptiness

Chorus :
Imagine me taught by tragedy
Release is peace
I heard a little girl
And what she said
Was something beautiful
To give... your love
No matter what...